Forgive me for it has been

Two months since I last blogged. I just can't keep up. I like blogging I really do. I know no one is reading but I don't care. I do it for my own entertainment purposes mostly, and it gives me someone to bounce random shit off.
So in the last two months in crazy mommy land, what have I done? Not much really. Funny it seems that I am always super busy but when I account for what I've done, I can't see that I've really done anything. I work all day. Oh thats different I got a new job. Same place, different position. I am now working for the Director of Nursing which has been good, no complaints there. It does get slow from time to time compared to what I was doing before, but it seems to me that I need to be constantly busy to be happy. I don't know what it is. People always seem to be surprised when I've completed a task. I mean seriously, does everyone else in the world besides me have shitty time management skills? Now I'm not saying I'm the shit and that I am better than everyone else, just I seem to always get my work done faster. I do need to figure out a way to space things out a bit. See the complication there lies in my personality. When I'm given something. I do it right away, because number 1, I have to get it done, 2 if I don't get it done right away it will nag on me until I do it. So to save myself all the frustration I just do it right away. So then when someone brings me something else to do I'm all caught up and I can focus my attention on that project. Now when I have more than one project going on at one time, I usually find a way to work on them both at the same time. Say project A requires me to complete a step and then wait for someone else, I then move on to project B until either completion, or project A's next step is ready. I'll set aside project B and finish project A, because you know you can not leave anything hanging.

So tonight I have some free time to myself. I could be doing something like texting and earning a little extra cash but I really just wanna sit and do nothing, or rattle off a bunch of nothing on my blog. I finished work today, came home and started the assembely line. Yes I know I only have two kids but sometimes it seems like I have to run an assembely line to get things done. First its feed myself and Lexi.
Lexi will go play for a while and its time for Luke to eat.
Usually Lexi requires a bath because she got filthy. Then we brush her teeth and its time for jammies and we're headed upstairs. I spend a little quality time rocking her for a minute or two because its the only cuddle time I get in with her, and then I put her in her crib for the night.
Next its Lukes turn. He's probably been fussing the whole time I was with Lexi because hes a baby and he's impatient. So I get him in the bath. He's small and doesn't yet play in the water so his baths are usually pretty short. Then its jammie time. I go upstairs feed him a bottle, rock and cuddle and put him in his crib. See how its like an assembley line?
Its like latter, rinse and repeat.